Resentment.

the feeling of displeasure

or indignation at some act, remark,

 person, place, etc.,

regarded as causing injury or insult.

Hawai'i, I hate you.

Years ago you stole a handful of my closest

Friends for an entire summer.

When I came to visit them,

You tried your damnedest to
drown me with your

deceiving, beautiful, warm waters.

You were unsuccessful.

Next, you tried to scare me away

with your cockroaches.

Success.

I have little to no tolerance for
 cockroaches.

I realized that we weren't meant
for each other.

Thus, I decided to stay away from you.

And I left it at that.

I didn't speak ill about you...

Regardless of our differences.

But now?

I have had enough.

I am getting married in ONE week from

This very day.

You still have my prospective husband

along with his entire family.

You have been awful to me Hawai'i.

Please give me my Josh back.

That's all I ask.

Then we can go our separate ways.

 For good.

Ugh.

I miss him.