out of the right or proper course, order, or condition;
improperly, wrongly, astray.
Have you ever had one of those days where something is wrong
You can feel it within the center of your being
You are upset but you cannot remember why
You think about other things but you always find yourself
focused back on the feeling that
Something is off
...But what is it?
You start going over every aspect of your life:
Things with the husband are great
Everything is good with the family
Nothing is different with friends
You are on top of your church callings
You have paid all of the bills on time
The house is in order
You are keeping up with your school work...
...Then it hits you...
You remember exactly what is giving you those
uncomfortable, discontent feelings--
The thing that is making you feel uneasy
about life as a whole
And upon remembering, you realize that
These feelings you are having are justified
Once you can place the feelings
You remember why they are
kicking and biting your conscience...
Today is one of those days for me
Yesterday was too
And everyday from here on will be one of those days
until I resolve / deal with / conquer