a difficult problem to be overcome;
obstacle.
Enough time has passed since
The nerve-wracking events of November 21st
And I think I am ready to talk about it
...
Josh and I had to speak in Sacrament meeting
As adult speakers, not as youth speakers
I've never done that before
I had to stand up there for 10+ minutes
I don't even remember what happened
Josh wasn't even nervous
I felt so alone
I am not cut out for that type of thing
I embrace the fact that
I will never be comfortable with public speaking
NEVER
However--I lived to tell about it
And thank heavens for that
Accomplishments such as this are important
And thus, speaking in sacrament made my list
That's right, I have a list
It is a list of 24 things
That I want to accomplish before I turn 25
Since we were approached on my birthday
By a member of our Bishopric
To speak a month later
It was weighing on my mind
and provoked me to start my list with:
Check.
Be proud of me
Oh and here is my reward for crossing something off my list:
I think the obsession with Salt and Pepper shakers runs in my family.
I am the black ninja
Because I like pepper
and because I am excellent with the ninja star
xoxo